Friday, April 29, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
I for Idiotic Irsyad
This blog i made is just for you . i know blogger is very lame but.. nevermind
The story begins at our sec 1 orientation camp . i like you at the first sight . i asked your name from my friend fauzi . You were the girl that shines among the rest . Then i saw you quoting one of my post to your blog . I'm happy then, to know you have feelings for me too . we started chatting and nothing special happen till we did our first bet . I won , and i enjoyed it very much even though i slept first . At first i didn't want to take the money, i just wanted hear your voice . From then our story begins .
Then this year , you watched our school play against other schools , i wanted to look good infront of you my jersey being number 9 . I heard someone saying " that guy with the number nine jersey " then i dribbled there and you and your friends were started cheering i'm happy at that very moment . Then , i started texting you . i asked ernest if you still have feelings for me . He told me yes , thats when i thought i had a chance . When our matched against st gabriels , after the match i started texting you . i asked you if you like skullcandy's as i wanted to buy for you as a birthday gift . Things when perfect all that long . and I'm loving how things were happening to me .
We started texting each other and i asked you for another bet . We did it on the friday and by then i knew i was going to purposely lose as i wanted to have a meal with you . I'm so happy as well as nervous as i know that things will be great but it didn't turn out to be how i planned . We got lost in Northpoint and thank god we found the library . i treat you mc donald's mcflurry . and we went to the rooftop to spend time there . then i send you back to woodlands and i felt i shouldn't send you until under the block as it was just out first date . When you left i felt so sad that things had to ended up like that , but i'm thankful though that we get to go out together .
Then i asked you whether you want to watch big momma with me on the march holidays . You say " Baik ah . Okay set ." i'm so happy then . Ernest told me , " Eh you should ask her for stead if not you are not getting your chance anymore . " i said i'll try . Right before friday , i message you but you didn't reply . i got so upset that i thought you were going to cancel the movie date . When i got back from Somerset i saw you post something on my wall telling me you want go . I was so happy then . The next day you were late . i waited for you then i forgot i have to buy you a present . i bought you chocalates at a nearby shop . We changed our location from amk to orchard . We took the cab i thought that i had to give you the present then . it didn't cost me much though . i was a little short on money then . i called my mother telling her i need withdraw some money to pay for everything . Ouh ya i forgot to pay for your meal at kfc , how dumb can i be . we went to eat ice cream at far east plaza and you were tricked by the turkish man . I laugh my ass off then . it was so funny that i had tears running down on my cheeks . You kicked in my ass . I wanted to buy you some stuffs but you didn't choose anything .We were watching the movie as i look at your cheek bones and was asking myself why do you look so good . I can tell that you were blushing then . Jazreel and Ernest interupted me when i was trying to "act cute" infront of you . We went home taking a cab where we couldn't find the taxi stand . We found we quickly took that cab . Because of me you were late and get scolded for nothing . I asked you nervously , " Will you be my girlfriend" whispering in your ears . You said yes and it was the happiest moments of my life . 180311 <3 .
Next day i texting not as a friend but as your boyfriend . The first few days were great times of my life. i started looking at your facebook page as if i was a stalker . I asked myself who is this beautiful girl's boyfriend and then i thought ouh yeah its me . I'm so damn happy to know you are my girlfriend . on one of my mc's i told you , i know you love me , and you replied " eh you random sia ". i asked you why you don't love me ? you said yes with a just kidding on the back . i started sensing there was something wrong . If you love me you will say " yes i love you ". Then problems started to appear . You weren't replying my messages i understand you then as you have problems with your phone .I bought you a carebear as i thought i was in the wrong . Monday i gave it to you and your responds were good . i practiced writing the card nearly 20 times . Then your bill started to go up as i thought its my fault . On the friday i met you at mc donalds and you asked me what i want for your birthday , i didn't say what i wanted until after that i want you to love me as my birthday gift . and its nearly my birthday . i was looking forward to your birthday wishes and gifts . you didn't wish me on my special day . That was then the worst birthday in my life . I waited for your birthday wished all day but it didn't came .
Next day in school you used jazreel's phone and text ernest to wished me happy birthday . I'm happy when i read the last 3 words which was "ILoveYou" . Then it was another big event which our first month anniversary was unfortunately was our only month anniversary .I asked you what you wanted for our special day , you replied me nothing . I said all i want was for you to love me . You said you already did . it was a lie . I bought us couple rings which didn't fit you perfectly , probably you already threw it away . Then thursday , you started not replying all my messages i was fo pissed . I sent you message on facebook and chat with you . It went out quite ok that day . Yesterday was good friday and there wasn't anything good for me .i asked you what happen to you ? you said nothing and you keep sounding so pissed off . I was already fucking sot before i talk to you due to some incident . you told me you only like me and nothing more then that . i went to mc cafe to buy something . my friend saw my laptop when you said why you like so wtf ? he type out all the tissue nonesense and was starting to scold you . i came back from the counter and all this shit happen in a blinked of the eye . i was so upset then, that i call it off . I regreted my decision .
I couldn't sleep yesterday and i saw you deleted me off facebook . i was so angry at myself that i cant contain myself my anger and have to let it out on you . Slap me if you need to give a second chance . please i promise i won't screw up this time . Please give me a second chance and grant me my birthday wish .
The story begins at our sec 1 orientation camp . i like you at the first sight . i asked your name from my friend fauzi . You were the girl that shines among the rest . Then i saw you quoting one of my post to your blog . I'm happy then, to know you have feelings for me too . we started chatting and nothing special happen till we did our first bet . I won , and i enjoyed it very much even though i slept first . At first i didn't want to take the money, i just wanted hear your voice . From then our story begins .
Then this year , you watched our school play against other schools , i wanted to look good infront of you my jersey being number 9 . I heard someone saying " that guy with the number nine jersey " then i dribbled there and you and your friends were started cheering i'm happy at that very moment . Then , i started texting you . i asked ernest if you still have feelings for me . He told me yes , thats when i thought i had a chance . When our matched against st gabriels , after the match i started texting you . i asked you if you like skullcandy's as i wanted to buy for you as a birthday gift . Things when perfect all that long . and I'm loving how things were happening to me .
We started texting each other and i asked you for another bet . We did it on the friday and by then i knew i was going to purposely lose as i wanted to have a meal with you . I'm so happy as well as nervous as i know that things will be great but it didn't turn out to be how i planned . We got lost in Northpoint and thank god we found the library . i treat you mc donald's mcflurry . and we went to the rooftop to spend time there . then i send you back to woodlands and i felt i shouldn't send you until under the block as it was just out first date . When you left i felt so sad that things had to ended up like that , but i'm thankful though that we get to go out together .
Then i asked you whether you want to watch big momma with me on the march holidays . You say " Baik ah . Okay set ." i'm so happy then . Ernest told me , " Eh you should ask her for stead if not you are not getting your chance anymore . " i said i'll try . Right before friday , i message you but you didn't reply . i got so upset that i thought you were going to cancel the movie date . When i got back from Somerset i saw you post something on my wall telling me you want go . I was so happy then . The next day you were late . i waited for you then i forgot i have to buy you a present . i bought you chocalates at a nearby shop . We changed our location from amk to orchard . We took the cab i thought that i had to give you the present then . it didn't cost me much though . i was a little short on money then . i called my mother telling her i need withdraw some money to pay for everything . Ouh ya i forgot to pay for your meal at kfc , how dumb can i be . we went to eat ice cream at far east plaza and you were tricked by the turkish man . I laugh my ass off then . it was so funny that i had tears running down on my cheeks . You kicked in my ass . I wanted to buy you some stuffs but you didn't choose anything .We were watching the movie as i look at your cheek bones and was asking myself why do you look so good . I can tell that you were blushing then . Jazreel and Ernest interupted me when i was trying to "act cute" infront of you . We went home taking a cab where we couldn't find the taxi stand . We found we quickly took that cab . Because of me you were late and get scolded for nothing . I asked you nervously , " Will you be my girlfriend" whispering in your ears . You said yes and it was the happiest moments of my life . 180311 <3 .
Next day i texting not as a friend but as your boyfriend . The first few days were great times of my life. i started looking at your facebook page as if i was a stalker . I asked myself who is this beautiful girl's boyfriend and then i thought ouh yeah its me . I'm so damn happy to know you are my girlfriend . on one of my mc's i told you , i know you love me , and you replied " eh you random sia ". i asked you why you don't love me ? you said yes with a just kidding on the back . i started sensing there was something wrong . If you love me you will say " yes i love you ". Then problems started to appear . You weren't replying my messages i understand you then as you have problems with your phone .I bought you a carebear as i thought i was in the wrong . Monday i gave it to you and your responds were good . i practiced writing the card nearly 20 times . Then your bill started to go up as i thought its my fault . On the friday i met you at mc donalds and you asked me what i want for your birthday , i didn't say what i wanted until after that i want you to love me as my birthday gift . and its nearly my birthday . i was looking forward to your birthday wishes and gifts . you didn't wish me on my special day . That was then the worst birthday in my life . I waited for your birthday wished all day but it didn't came .
Next day in school you used jazreel's phone and text ernest to wished me happy birthday . I'm happy when i read the last 3 words which was "ILoveYou" . Then it was another big event which our first month anniversary was unfortunately was our only month anniversary .I asked you what you wanted for our special day , you replied me nothing . I said all i want was for you to love me . You said you already did . it was a lie . I bought us couple rings which didn't fit you perfectly , probably you already threw it away . Then thursday , you started not replying all my messages i was fo pissed . I sent you message on facebook and chat with you . It went out quite ok that day . Yesterday was good friday and there wasn't anything good for me .i asked you what happen to you ? you said nothing and you keep sounding so pissed off . I was already fucking sot before i talk to you due to some incident . you told me you only like me and nothing more then that . i went to mc cafe to buy something . my friend saw my laptop when you said why you like so wtf ? he type out all the tissue nonesense and was starting to scold you . i came back from the counter and all this shit happen in a blinked of the eye . i was so upset then, that i call it off . I regreted my decision .
I couldn't sleep yesterday and i saw you deleted me off facebook . i was so angry at myself that i cant contain myself my anger and have to let it out on you . Slap me if you need to give a second chance . please i promise i won't screw up this time . Please give me a second chance and grant me my birthday wish .
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